I can write a thousand word essay on how fustrating it was to lose to TKGS yesterday! I really hope im just saying this purely out of anger. Or maybe, at myself. But it's over anyway. I can cry non stop but its not gonna be of any help. its over and life still goes on. tomorrow's a half day and guess what?! we're having a match. at kallang against GMS. i'm just uber upset about how we actually caught up with the score after them leading us by 3 for the first 2 quarts and then lose it all at the 4th quater. we were actually leading with 5 goals. its 5 freaking goals, and if we were able to hold them for that last 10 mins, it was just 10MINS! we didnt even had to play that stressful best of three and then just lose it like that. ): we didnt reach our target. but its the not the end yet. i know that, we'll be able to pull ourselves up and then strive for our next goal in nationals. sigh. todays such a boring day. its like 530 and i'm home. heh. calesta's proud of me, i know. haha! i swear lopezzzz is funneh, and raju is just boring shiat and everyone agrees! oh and guess what, i'm gonna fail my amath std test lahhh): somebody kill me please. i dont know what i'm suppose to do! omg. can just kill myself luh. i'm so scared to get back my progress card next monday. argh. lets hope i failed less than 3. but i seriously doubt. yesterday, after the match, went over to ciwei's for dinner with van and gen. they never fail to make me laugh like crazy. c'mon ally, its okay we can pull ourselves up. love you babe, its gonna be all right! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAKEELA!